Monday, 28 March 2016
Ayy sup! 

I decided to do this thing a lot of fb anime page admins are doing - watching anime and typing short reviews on their page. 

YES I OWN FACEBOOK PAGES WHO YOU SLEEPING ON


~> https://www.facebook.com/kusodimension/
#shamelessplug

Surprisingly of all the pages i own the one that posts the MOST NONSENSE garnered the MOST LIKES. I guess people just like nonsense. 

Alright lets get to the Anime Review. Im doing a short review on Acchi Kocchi. 
Acchi Kocchi is pretty good. Its romance and comedy but its mostly comedy so if you're looking for laughs this anime is the way to go. I mean who doesn't like cute anime characters doing funny stuff? Half of you will feel salty watching this tho, im not gonna say why so do check it out when you're free! 

I'll leave the link right here
~> https://kissanime.to/Anime/Acchi-Kocchi 

Thats all for now! 

  Thats G  
Sunday, 27 March 2016

This post is for all the people I have left behind ever since I graduated from Secondary School. The people that remind me of a typical cup of coffee at Starbucks. Nice people who has bitterness in life accompanied by a tingly sweet taste. Bittersweet, they call it.

Throughout my life I've left people behind, but in case any of you who were 'left behind' is reading this blog post I want to clarify why.

Its not you, it's me.

I dislike myself for being bitter and salty all at the same time. However its for the best of us, forget people to make myself feel less shitty, and for you-to forget someone shitty.

Dont get me wrong, everyone i've became close to so far are great people. But i only keep close those who i feel can take my shit. Like, actually take my shit. 

But yknow not everything lasts. A close friend of mine is no longer my friend anymore. I feel like a burden being around him. Not to mention, "Sorry bros,but this aint a hoe so she comes first" 

I understand. But if you cant balance the best of both worlds you lose one part of it. Preach.

If you ever see this then i gotta reiterate, its not you, its me. I chose to not be in contact anymore. Im a person who requires a certain amount of attention one way or another, and scarily enough that amount scales through how close we get. Basically if we are-rather were, considered 'close', i would require you to give a certain amount of attention to me. 

However seeing how you do not care about me-or the rest of our well-being anymore, its alright. People change, so are our needs. Like how you need love, and I need to have more "me time". 

I almost forgot all the things I did to try keep this ship afloat but when life's one big torpedo even The Great Warship shall kiss the ocean bed. 


  Thats G  

Just another dedication post

Posted by Unknown
Friday, 11 March 2016
 Hi all! Im back again today to 'showcase' my figurines that im ever so proud of! As you all may have know i love anime and i collect quite a few anime-related things over the past couple of years, such as posters, figurines etc. 

Without further ado, let me introduce you to my figurines! 

^Shimakaze and the 'crew'

Trivia: Shimakaze is one of the fleet girls from the game and also later on the anime, Kantai Collection. (KanColle in short)
Shimakaze, which also translates to 'Island Wind' is a Minekaze class destroyer of the IJN (Imperial Japanese Navy)
KanColle is basically all about having IJN ships fight against the enemy ships to take back the ocean. The twist here is that the ships are all turned into girls with ship armaments on them etc. The 'enemies' we speak of in the game and anime are none other than The Abyssals and enemy vessels. We'll get to that in a bit.

^Akagi, KanColle

Trivia: Also from KanColle, however different from Shimakaze. Akagi is an aircraft carrier. I know it seems really far fetched but hey its just from a game and anime so ya

^KanColle's logo from the anime

^ Tadaa. An Abyssal. Airfield Princess. 

Trivia: One of the 'boss' from KanColle. IIRC there are 4 princesses that took control of the ocean and of course the ship girls are going to fight to bring peace back to the ocean. This is only one of them. 


^Just to show you all of the Abyssal Princesses altogether

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^Tsumugi Kotobuki, K-On!!

No trivia needed here cuz K-On!! is a show meant for fun and laughter, there is no need for an understanding for the show. There is no secret i really REALLY love K-On!! ever since i first watched the series back in 2009. This series just grew on me ever since. 

Fun Fact: In a few anime similar to K-On!!, the character's thick eyebrows (refer to Tsumugi's figurine for reference) shows that they are from a really wealthy and well known corporation. These characters normally 'flash' their thick eyebrows to show that they have 'power'. ..Except Tsumugi doesn't do that here. Its a fun and nice series like i said.

Tōjō Nozomi, LoveLive!School Idol Project

Trivia: LoveLive!School Idol Project is quite similar to K-On! in a way. Both are about school idols. In fact its K-On!!'s influence that got me falling for LL.
The group was formed to prevent the school, Otonokizaka High from closing down due to lack of new students enrolling. However the girls formed a close bond and found love in singing and dancing,so they decided to stick around as a group till the graduation of the 3rd Year members (go watch,you'll cry for sure)

As you can clearly see,this purple haired lady also named Nozomi,is one of the idols from the school idol group called μ's (pronounced as 'Muse') 
The name came from the 9 Muses of the Greek Mythology, to symbolize the 9 performing members of the group in the anime.

LoveLive is generally a nice anime to watch. Fun, inspirational but at times tear jerking. But yknow i love Nozomi only cuz of her constant habit of grabbing the other member's boobs. 

^See, im not lying.

Thats all for now! Im having quite a long holiday now so i decided to blog and all. In the mean time im trying out something new, making short films. Its not easy however. Have many prepartions to make (such as finding a suitable mic for my cam and getting a better SD card). But i'll be back! See you guys soon~!

My Figurine Kingdom !!

Posted by Unknown
Thursday, 31 December 2015
^Pls dont ask me why i always throw in anime pic,i just love em'.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE. 

I do wish everyone a smooth sailing 2016, a new start to all your journeys! 

I wont be going out to celebrate 2016 with my friends this year. Well many happened, so im still emotionally pegged to everything.
;~;

That aside,  I do not have any new year's resolution tbh.

I mean im bad at committing to things so yknow lets not start on New Year resolutions ...

BUT

I do have a wish! I wish that i would be more emotionally stable to handle society and the lemons life throw at me,and to be able to maintain a healthy relationship with myself! I always treat myself as trash idk its just how i grew up :')

I also wish that this blog will get more audience! So i can share nonsense with others who indulge in nonsense like me. 
(sincerely hope my bad drawings wont be anymore of an eyesore tbh)

Lastly before I leave,i want to thank my best friend (lets just call him RT) for sticking with me thru 2015's harshest moments,and our friendship is drawing into it's 7th year soon.

YOU DA REAL MVP 

That's it for now!
Once again,wishing you all a Happy New Year and blessings to all!
~Karamel

2016 - A New Year

Posted by Unknown
Monday, 28 December 2015
^Yes i drew this so credits to me :v

I was seemingly bored AS USUAL,so I decided to draw Aisaka Taiga (逢坂 大河) from ToraDora!
I hope i didn't do that badly, so pls no hate :x

For those who dont know/haven't watched ToraDora, its this romance/comedy anime that plays with your feelings multiple times within a couple of episodes.
                                                                         
So if you like romance,you like comedy,but at the same time you also want to cry buckets,go watch Toradora!!! 

That's for now. Until next time xD

Aisaka Taiga Chibi Drawing

Posted by Unknown
^Picture Credits to the OP/original artist

Im back! Today is 28th of December,2015. Im really late on the Christmas post cuz i went out with my friends.. Yeap i do go out AT TIMES.
Really belated Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you! Looking forward to the New Year now. I do sincerely wish all of you had your Christmas dreams fulfilled, like sitting under the mistletoe with your boyfriend/girlfriend (laughs)
I wont really share much of what i did on Christmas Eve and on Christmas day itself, but I do want to share Nyanners's new Song cover of 'Holy Night'.
Nyanners is a youtuber,who mostly does voiceovers and anime song covers. And she recently did an english version of the song 'Holy Night' in Toradora,the anime.
Here's the link! Hope you guys enjoyed listening to it as much as i do. I really love her voice,its so touching and it just brings out the vibe of this season. 

Until then people! Happy Holidays! 
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Monday, 21 December 2015

Hello my dear readers. It's been awhile. 
I realized all my life I've been dedicated to playing this game,as you guys know, called league of legends. LoL in short.

I've started playing since beta, where the champs look pretty bad.
Don't ask me why I chose to play a game that looks bad,cuz back then the only other good games to get hooked on are runescape, Sudden Attack,and good ol' Restaurant City.


^Yes that was how LoL looked like back then.

Today, I'm not going to harp on me losing games, having really bad teammates or just me underperforming as a whole. Im going to share with you how much things have changed ever since beta (2011 or something i cant remember) till now.

1. Game Visual as a whole
LoL underwent many in game visual changes,from champion skin textures to map re-renders,things certainly look brand new. Looking at how the Summoner's Rift currently is, it sure is a whole lot fresher compared to the old one.
I personally prefer the old summoner's rift cuz I've been playing on that map for like 3 years+ so yknow. 

Oh yes,the victory screens as well. Even teemo's grandfather has a new look overhaul now.
(PS;yknow = you know,im just lazy x.x)


2. Gaming Community
LoL changed more so after the rise of new pro players such as Lustboy. Many LoL players worship these players like gods,and therefore also aspired to become one of them. 
LoL do have bad changes overall albeit the rise of these pro players. As such is a toxic community. I've been there. I was really toxic because I felt like i was some sort of a god for watching TSM Dyrus (ily tsirdiesalot) stream. I would always call my teammates 'noobs' and 'trash' because I felt like im the best. 
(which is totally not true,i was Bronze III back then ;~;)
I feel its ok to love a pro player and wanting to become them,but the truth is we're not them,and making it seem like we are by bringing down others definitely wont help.
^Dyrus ma man (droolz)

3. Competitiveness 
This brings me to my next point. More and more pro-players are on the rise as the years go by. Everyone wants to be someone. But someone wants to be anyone. Basically everyone wants to become the Doublelift of their bracket. The game becomes less fun and more competitive,everyone forgot that this is all a game. Including me,i do forget that its a game as well. There were times where i would get worked up over a camp at top(yes im playing top now) or when i dont get the desired outcome of the game i expected. Back then when people camp top on me,either outcome (me getting out alive,or not at all) would result in only one common thing: fun and laughter. I would type stuff in all chat such as "man you must really love top" and everyone would just have a good laugh. 
Ending a game back then, whether it was a victory or defeat,would bring us friendship. We would add everyone back then and compliment them on how good they are despite some big misplays or mistakes. Now its different. Win or lose,the BM (bad mouthing) comes into play. I dont bm my opponents now however,im struggling more trying to maintain my temper against my own teammates (they are the ones who usually talk crap to me cuz i muted all chat lmao)

Thats about it for now. Idk how long I'll be playing this game. Maybe till my friends stop. Highly likely they will, but its fine. I believe all good things will come to an end some day. 

GG~!
Saturday, 5 December 2015

Ok the only reason i put this pic up here is cuz all the other players in my team are all plats and diamonds. (2 plats and 2 diamonds iinm)

So im the only gold. Those who didnt know, a couple years ago i was a bronzie cuz i was really toxic and im just really bad at everything(still kinda toxic now but not cancerous). So i climbed my way up to gold in a couple years time,meaning to say i've improved,right? So thats a good thing.

Here's what: THESE people made me feel like,im the complete garbage of the universe. Everytime i try to remind myself : 'i came up from bronze,im not as bad as everyone else thinks i am' and these people will be there to say stuff to pull me down. For example , quote unquote "Im diamond and you're just garbage". 

Normally i have all chat turned off so my opponents wont talk shit to me. But recently i realized my own teammates are more of a threat than my opponents.

I know i can mute them. But its just that i like to see what they type so i can 'talk back' to them. I didnt for this game. I was devastated. I know its a game. 

I get that its a game

But its not the whole 'winning and losing' aspects of it making me feel so trashy. Its the whole 'im better than you because im higher ranked' thing. Its as good as saying 'i earn more money than you because im a CEO and you're just a dishwasher'. 

So i didnt perform. I did try. Like i said i would normally talk back but i didnt this time. I was thinking to myself: "what kind of players are these? How can they get so high up with such attitude?". 

I did mention earlier that i was really toxic back in bronze and these players made me feel really sentimental cuz its just like seeing 4 other versions of me in the past running around Summoner's Rift.

Im not blogging about this to soil their name,neither am i doing this to make me seem like a victim. Im doing this cuz it makes me feel better about things. Its just a me kinda thing. (cuz none of my friends likes listening to my complaining and stuff,naturally)

I know i did diss some players in the past,back in silver. I would say stuff like "im silver,shut up."

What a dick. Maybe this is karma,idk? But ive seen this kinda thing most of the time when playing league. I dont know about playing this game now,its just too much for me.

Until next time.
Sunday, 11 October 2015
Figurine Photography #1: 
Tojo Nozomi - LoveLive!School Idol Festival

Im back with another blog entry. Only cuz i suddenly have interest in anime figurines/nendoroid photography. 

Today I'm debuting with my favourite character: Nozomi!!!

Its fun because i really love Nozomi a lot, and playing with cellophane paper and torchlight to create effects- TIRING BUT FUN LOL.

The hardest part about this whole figurine photography is managing with the lighting. I used 2 torch lights: 1 mini torch light and another from my phone. I have to hold 2 in 1 hand together with the blue cellophane paper to create the purple orbs,while using another hand to hold the camera and snap the picture. 

Also since im holding the camera with 1 hand,trying to stabilize is really hard without a tripod. Took me lots of shots to get it right.. But its worth it i suppose. 

I did minor editing on photoshop as well. I won't say its perfect but im new to this so i forgive myself :v

That's about it. Until then (: 

Figurine Photography - Debut

Posted by Unknown
Wednesday, 8 July 2015

Ok so this is so serious i need to blog about it. We all know every gaming community has the 'dark side' or the 'bad people' group in there. Bad people are everywhere. They may not seem like bad players (and i wont say they are bad players just because of their headstrong and stubborn attitude) but here im calling out to this group of players. 

Specifically the players from the great Republic of China. Yes you. YOU. And this is a phenomenon I've seen alot on League of Legends.

For some reason,most of the China players on our dear o'Garena server are really rude,toxic,and they rage about all the time over trivial matters. I wont cause a diversion here by separating these Chinese players from the ones in SG/MY,cuz i used to be like that as well. 

HOWEVER

Us players on our own servers on the the other hand,we dont rage as much. We dont insult someone else's families. We dont fabricate lies when we were the ones who started the rage and toxic in-game.

Prime example here. Look at my Nami game. Take a closer look at the match results. Realize how Gragas has lesser gold than the Jungler (Dr.Mundo)? 

THATS RIGHT,HE'S AFK IN BASE. 

Ok well here's what happened. He chided me for not warding during the fight for him to teleport. I explained that there was a ward in the bush (i assume he didnt see it there) and he went all caps on me.

Grag: "YOU DIDNT WARD I DONT SEE WARDS"
Me: There's a ward here *pings*
Grag: FK YOU YOU JUST PUT THAT THERE
*pings multiple times*

I somehow tried to prove to him that the ward has been there for quite awhile,as the ward timer was already half when the fight finished. However he still insists that i did not ward for him to teleport down.

Ok,so i said my usual line:
"If you want to continue being so toxic,i'll mute you"

Of cuz he decided to continue and i muted him within 3 seconds after giving him a warning. 

That's when he decided to AFK

We surrendered the game.
I told my opponents to report gragas for being toxic/afk.

 Guess what? His friend (Dr.Mundo) decided to TELL THE BIGGEST LIE ON EARTH,
saying i lied.

(Refer to the pic)

Im truly upset. The gragas isint a bad player,he's challenger. But afk-ing and have your friend tell lies to cover your ass is seriously pathetic. 

I mean its proof that he's AFK when the jungler has more gold than the top laner. Its hard proof. 

My point of this post: I hope to start a petition to ban china players from playing on our server,just like how the Vietnamese players where in here 3 years ago. Even if the petition doesnt go pass,i hope to bring more readers/audience here to join my cause,because im 101% sure this doesnt happen to only me. 

However i will only start the petition after i have gathered more evidence to condemn their unruly behavior. 



PLEASE SHARE 
Saturday, 28 March 2015


Im back and not with a great start cuz first off this is my first ever blog rant in 2015. I dont normally blog ,i only do it when i really have alot to get off my chest. So without further ado, let me go on and rant about 3 pages worth of content - playing supports in ranked. 

So I lost like, 3 out of 5 games in my provisionals. Not very normal for me cuz I normally would be the average support if not better. Ok so i was playing Alistar, and my adc was vayne. Vayne's ok except that she talks more than anything else,with occasional criticism like 'why didnt you get that' or 'why isint the dragon warded'. I kinda just ignored her cuz i dont feel the need to explain to her that it was risky to do smth in lane recklessly. Also, my dear vayne, in case you didnt realize.. 




                         WARDS EXPIRE.

 I CANNOT TELEPORT THERE ASAP TO PLACE ANOTHER ONCE IT EXPIRES. 

So if you happen to chance upon this blog i hope you see this. It really is a very simple game logic. Ok so the problem here isint vayne. Its this pantheon we got. I will shamelessly put his name up here: ATD.ECLIPSE 

Why am I condemning this guy? Well, cuz other than just your normal 'insulting' for no reason, he has a very 'legit' excuse to back his actions up. 'This isint my account'. 

Ok, i get that it isint your account but doesnt it make alot of sense if it reflects YOU as a person? 

YES. YOU. THE VERY PLAYER BEHIND THAT COMPUTER SCREEN. 

You ruin someone's mood in a RANKED GAME, but i didnt give a shit,i just didnt want to. I muted the idiot, we played on as usual. Then SUDDENLY, everything that happened in that game becomes my fault, vayne suddenly had the ATD.Eclipse virus. Its so bad its worst than STD but lets just say vayne suddenly had ATD (geddit, ATD.Eclipse virus). The guy was suddenly very toxic. I didnt managed to save him in team fights cuz i was feared by fiddlesticks. Then i looked at the chat and realized my name's in FULL CAPS.

What am i supposed to do? Im a support, not a miracle worker. I cannot save you if there was a fear symbol on my head and my skill keys were colored GREY. I wont go into other instances where it clearly was a situation where i couldnt help and was blamed by this 1 guy multiple times. It didnt affect me at first tbh but it gets irritating. I was also blamed for STD.Eclipse's mistakes, like facechecking a bush and not initiating with his all beautiful PANTHEON grand skyfall, which happens to be always up. Yea sure supports. They are there to shield you from shit from happening,but they also have to shield your daily insults and blame-game. 

Im really tired of these people,so much till i just wanna sleep now and stop blogging so,bye.
Oh and here are the stats: 



TLDR: SUPPORTING SUCKS,DONT PLAY UNLESS YOU WANT A DAILY DOSE OF STD.
Sunday, 7 September 2014


Im sure many know that i love playing League of Legends alot. 
And im also pretty sure many play this game. I love it so much i hate it. 
Idk how to really explain but, let me just tell you why i hate my favorite game so much. 

1) Rude people: 
Ok i get it you scold others when you are upset about some things. I do the same , but i try to refrain from being mean to my team mates. What did i get in return? People scolding me all day. Yay karma.

2) People who dont make sense/logic: 
There's alot of example i dont really know where to pick from. Basically its just people who like to say stuff that doesnt make sense. Instead of making people angry,it makes people annoyed. 1 simple example is where people feed their lane opponent,and when their lane opponent make you feed, they scold you for feeding. What the hell? Can you make abit more logic? How does that even make sense? 

3) People who dont realize this is a team game: 
Ok, this happened in my previous game. I was losing top lane against a Nasus and im using Yasuo. There is not way i can force him out of the lane. My jungler (akali, what a dumb pick) decided NOT to help me at all until i fed really hard. Not to mention when i was running down mid lane cuz i was being chased my mid laner stood there to farm. I obviously did not live. 
Hello, this game doesnt consist of yourself vs yourself. If you want to win can you help? And can you not take every kill i deserve? Thats so selfish. You ended up with 8 kills and i ended up with 0. Did we won? No? 
THEN SHARE THE KILLS. 

4) People who give up easily: 
I hate it when people always attempt to /ff (forfeit) when the results of the game is still unclear. All they do is say 'Just surrender dont waste my time'. BITCH, IF YOU DONT WANT TO WASTE TIME, DONT PLAY THE GAME.  And if you wanna play the game can you at the very least TRY your best? 

I was trying to think of a 5th one but i havent thought of anything thus far so yea. Im out. 

I hate my favorite game.

Posted by Unknown
Sunday, 17 August 2014

Hi. Its karamel again. Its really been awhile. Today imma talk about music. We all listen to music right? Like on the way to work, school, etc. Different type of music suits different type of people.
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For me i like different kind of music. Any genre works for some reason. My favourite genre so far is still Jpop/Rock. I love listening to 'Caramel Heaven' by Gumi Megpoid the most. I love the JROCK band 'Baby metal' alot as well. 
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I still think that different situations make me feel much more towards a song. Like if im sad and all i would normally listen to KPOP. Stuff like Kim Taeyeon or Kim Jong Kook normally makes me feel alot better (after some tears of course). 
And when im feeling really happy and all i would listen to stuff like 'Sarang Surowo' by Kim Jong Kook. 
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If i were to feel really really mad i would listen to 'Megitsune' by Baby Metal. Yea stuff like that. Im sure im not the only one, right?  
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So yea short blog here but hey imma update more often. See you! 

Lets Talk - Music

Posted by Unknown
Monday, 28 July 2014

Hi . Karamel San here. Supp. It's been awhile. 
Just a quick update, i've kept all the Mikurella fanfic as drafts now cuz i decided like hey, let me finish up EVERYTHING before i post. My friends dont like cliffhangers alot apparently. 
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Oh and to sidetrack alittle, thanks Derrick YH for giving my blog a HUUUUGE makeover. Appreciate it alot dude. I aint no genius rocket scientist to be able to handle this. SO YEAH. //salutes. 
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Alright back on track. Today imma talk about boredom. Alrighty. 
Lets say you are having your morning coffee on a holiday, a happy monday morning. You sit right infront of your computer,thinking of all the things you can do. 

AND SUDDENLY, you realize your friends aren't around to accompany you. You feel as if you are missing something.
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THATS RIGHT IM CURRENTLY BORED OUT. 
My entire team (2Dimensionals) are out for Hari Raya outing. Except for me and another chinese guy of cuz. That particular chinese guy (lets just call him youmu) is like some,next level pro gamer/elite that i can never match up to, and so i hardly ask him to play with me unless the team is here. 

And it just so happens im on a special 'training' programme arranged by my captain (2D.Eucliwood but call him eucliwood). I cannot do anything without him around. QwQ

I really am kinda lost right now idk what else i can do. Then i remembered i have a blog. Come on this is like MY THING and i kinda neglected it so its really my bad LOL. I might do youtube videos in the future when i can draw well with paint so i can blog/video making both at the same time.
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I know what you are thinking and yes if i dont keep myself busy with hobbies i might just rot and die at home. (Dont forget i do photography for cosplayers as well). 

So yea. Oh in case you wanna see my photography page ,do check it out here : www.facebook.com/caramelheaven 

I'll see you guys soon ! 

Let's talk - Boredom.

Posted by Unknown
Sunday, 26 January 2014
Alrighty. So here's a page me and my friends started. We post anime or 2D related stuffs. A fun little circle. We hope to get more audience though and spread the joy ! And yes 2D is the name of our gaming team as well. Do show us some love and such, we just want to make this world more beautiful !!! Thanks to all of you in advanced! 
Here's the link : https://www.facebook.com/kusodimension 

I'll see you guys there as admin -[HTT✰]MugiChan♥ !!!

Our page!

Posted by Unknown
Sunday, 19 January 2014
Hey all. Its been long since i posted. I was away for holidays from 21st Dec - 1st Jan. After I came back i got very lazy to post. Oh and i got a new computer , so im playing most of the time. 
Speaking of gaming, I believe i need to just voice out my own opinion in the game i play often : League of Legends. I play LoL alot, i am in a competitive team, etcetc all that good stuff. But from time to time i still get stressed when playing cuz of our mindsets. Thats fine, cuz when im stressed when in-game I tend to keep quiet and not talk. Oh and if you're wondering why you would be stressed playing a game, then its simple. In LoL,there are people that will make you feel disturbed basically. LoL is a teamwork game, so 'toxic' players can make you feel indignant or .. Sore basically. Lets say something happens, and it clearly IS NOT YOUR FAULT IT HAPPENED. Small amount of players in the community would say something like, 'its fine, lets try harder' next time, or something encouraging. But of course , in LoL community you see stuff like 'you are a noob' or 'you suck' etc. Of course since it isint your fault, you would defend yourself. We get all defensive and our teammates take that as us being offensive and looking for an argument. No doubt an argument will start. Of course you are just DEFENSIVE at your part, and its a misunderstanding that will spark that argument. Anyway , im fine when im stressed. But when im HYPER stressed i would tend to think that everything is my fault, BUT i would be defensive either way. Although it isint my fault, i would blame myself and start being toxic towards people (be it whether they start being toxic towards me or not). But yea that only happens when im HYPER-STRESSED. I just left a game just now, cuz one of my team mates from public queue started to be sarcastic. I was the tank,and of cuz as a tank you die often for your team. And he was critisizing my score. He did everything he could to make me feel out of place. He said something like 'lets see how far you and your friends go without me in fight.' As a tank,im the most important one in the game. To prove how important my role is as compared to him,i left the game. My friends told me they lost immediately after i left (there you have it). Until this part of typing this post, i am feeling so much better. I guess all i need is cool time. I really do not feel like playing LoL for awhile after this situation. There is no situation where i will leave my friends in a game when my role is the most important, and make them lose all because of one person. Yes i did apologized to them and told them i was stressed as hell , and im sure they understand.  Anyway, now that im feeling better,i feel like doing something else (other than squeezing my NaSuBi stress ball and blogging) to relive stress. Sometimes i think to myself. Is all this stress depriving me from performing better? Or is it my individual skills? I do not know. I guess i have to do some self-searching then. So, see you guys next time i guess? 

Let's talk - Stress.

Posted by Unknown
Monday, 9 December 2013
Im sure not alot of you heard of this game before. Its a rythm/beat game, where you start hitting notes that corresponds with any music you play with. Thing about this game is that its not VERY well known in Singapore cuz probably only Otakus have heard/played this game before. (This game is more towards Jpop/Jrock/Anime OST, thats why). But any music is available,just that japanese music comes out never ending in the search box. Without further ado, lets get to the game !!!


Right. So this is how the startup screen from osu looks like. You need to register your own account so you can download whatever song/map you want. Osu is also customizable so you can have any sort of favorite cursors or skins ,as long as you like it, they have it !
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So no I will just present to you my top 5 favourite songs from Osu, and show you how the playlist looks like on the inside. 
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No.5 - Infinite of Nuclear Fusion by Touhou 
This map is great simply because its only music. No singing. Adding the little beat sound you make when you hit the notes. It's just that beautiful of a song! 
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No.4 - Hatsune Miku no Gekishou by VOCALOID (Hatsune Miku)
 This is awesome. Like, it has everything an otaku wants. Vocaloid, great beat sound,everything. Right now im still trying to do the insane difficulty map (Difficulty:prayed). Its alot harder than it seems as there are streams everywhere. (One whole chain of circles for you to hit). Will try my best !
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No.3 - Remote Control by Saiya 
I've personally been thru alot of plays on this map, as you can tell from my normals. I've been thru no fail mods , autopilot , and trained until i can do score multiplier mods like Hard Rock, Double Time, and Hidden at the same time. Sugoiiiii! (still working hard on Hard LOL)

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No.2 - Kakuzetsu Thanatos by Rohi
I've trained EVEN LONGER on this song. Its awesome when you put this song on the double time mod as it makes it sound even better than the default speed. I really enjoyed this map alot ,and until now im still enjoying!
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No.1-No Thank you by Ho kago Tea Time (HTT)
This one is my favourite. It may not be my best , you can see i got B on both normal and hard difficulty. Though it may not be my best I really really LOVE it alot as it is from my favourite anime , K-ON.
I dont play this song on double time cuz the original sounds good enough. If you're an otaku you will probably know i love K-ON's Mio alot, cuz her picture is my blog header. (dead giveaway).

So anyhow,i hope you enjoyed my game review of Osu! Will be around for more other reviews or random stuff happening. Oh yes, the reason why i didnt show you the Osu gameplay is because i want it to be a little suprise for you,hoping you can download Osu and try it firsthand on your own! 
Here's the download link for Osu! : http://osu.ppy.sh/p/download
Andddd feel free to add me on Osu if you wanna play and improve together: cforcaramel 
Alright ; i'll see ya guys next time! ^^ 

Game Review - Osu!

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Wednesday, 4 December 2013
Hi all ! This is my new blog, and this is my first post. I was supposed to set this blog up and post etc couple of weeks ago but i procrastinated too hard. Anyways, on the 8th~10th November, AFA (Anime Festival Asia) happened at Suntec convention centre. My friends and I are into anime alot so we decided to go. My group of friends went on the 9th without me as i have work. However on the 10th,2 of them accompanied me, together with my 2 cousins. When i arrived there i was super esctatic. My camera just automatically took pictures of everything and anything. First thing's first ,it was crowded like %^&* so i took as many photos as i could... When we entered, i was already aiming for this.  


Sadly we dont have enough $$$ to enter.. so... Lets move on...
There are so many things in AFA. Like opportunities to win some free stuff... Jeannie, my cousin managed to score on the first throw of the Nasubi and got 'Bi' as a prize. Her sister, Janelle got 'Su'. Me and Bazil tried as well. He got 'Na' and i got 'Su'. I like Su more cuz its blue. LOL. 
Here's my 2 cousin taking part in some free gift thingy.
^Jeannie

^Extreme Otaku Janelle. 
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In the exhibition we were just squeezing through millions of people and trying to see as much as we could. Like some collectibles, manga, etc. So basically my camera was busy sleeping in my bag when i was 'shopping.' The highlight only happen outside of the exhibition. Im sure we all know what that is. 
COSPLAY!!!
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There were so many different cosplayers ! Some from anime i seen/heard of and some i've never even heard of before. BUT FIRST. Watch Bazil Vasili do his usual 'i love wigs cuz it makes me look different' stuff. 

BUT FIRST AGAIN. Here's a picture of Royce Tan waiting for Bazil to finish in the toilet with his 'makeover'. XD
Here is Bazil's most basic makeup set. Im sure you cannot wait to see a transformation! 
 Look ah. A guy. Doing some powdering..
 More powdering.. 
 I have no EYE-dea what this is. -LAME- Im just kidding he's using eyeliner if im not mistaken..
 And he wants to touch up more on that..
 Here's his favourite wig. Cuz its the only one he has. LOL
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 Here 'she' is.
TA-DAH. Doesnt she-I mean he look fabulous?Like the makeup isint TOO THICK and he looks completely different. Thats the only thing he can transform though,i dont think he is willing to cross-dress despite his female sized body.. 
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You can consider Bazil as a cosplayer cuz of his 'not a particular character cosplay'. Im still amazed till now. Back to the real deal. Here are all of the cosplayers I found at AFA day 3. (10/11/13)
 I have no idea what anime this cosplay is from. But im sooooooooo intrigued by the costume I HAD TO TAKE THAT MANY SHOTS. Plus there were at least 100 photographers surrounding her. It was impossible to get her to look straight at my direction...




 The lesser version of pedobear has appeared. (last year there was a pedobear in full cosplay outfit). 
But i managed to get them looking here anyways. So i win. HOHO.



And of course, Anime of the year 2013. Shingeki no kyojin cosplayers !!!

Cannot remember the name of this anime...
GURREN LAGGEN. I like how the female is giving my camera the killer wink. ;) 

Here are the other cosplayers !













Thats all i have. It was a fun day,especially when you go with your best friends. Haha. I will be updating my blog often,so do check my blog often ! 
Until then , cya ! ^^

First Post x AFA'13 !

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