This post is for all the people I have left behind ever since I graduated from Secondary School. The people that remind me of a typical cup of coffee at Starbucks. Nice people who has bitterness in life accompanied by a tingly sweet taste. Bittersweet, they call it.

Throughout my life I've left people behind, but in case any of you who were 'left behind' is reading this blog post I want to clarify why.

Its not you, it's me.

I dislike myself for being bitter and salty all at the same time. However its for the best of us, forget people to make myself feel less shitty, and for you-to forget someone shitty.

Dont get me wrong, everyone i've became close to so far are great people. But i only keep close those who i feel can take my shit. Like, actually take my shit. 

But yknow not everything lasts. A close friend of mine is no longer my friend anymore. I feel like a burden being around him. Not to mention, "Sorry bros,but this aint a hoe so she comes first" 

I understand. But if you cant balance the best of both worlds you lose one part of it. Preach.

If you ever see this then i gotta reiterate, its not you, its me. I chose to not be in contact anymore. Im a person who requires a certain amount of attention one way or another, and scarily enough that amount scales through how close we get. Basically if we are-rather were, considered 'close', i would require you to give a certain amount of attention to me. 

However seeing how you do not care about me-or the rest of our well-being anymore, its alright. People change, so are our needs. Like how you need love, and I need to have more "me time". 

I almost forgot all the things I did to try keep this ship afloat but when life's one big torpedo even The Great Warship shall kiss the ocean bed. 


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