Archive for 2015
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE.
I do wish everyone a smooth sailing 2016, a new start to all your journeys!
I wont be going out to celebrate 2016 with my friends this year. Well many happened, so im still emotionally pegged to everything.
;~;
That aside, I do not have any new year's resolution tbh.
I mean im bad at committing to things so yknow lets not start on New Year resolutions ...
BUT
I do have a wish! I wish that i would be more emotionally stable to handle society and the lemons life throw at me,and to be able to maintain a healthy relationship with myself! I always treat myself as trash idk its just how i grew up :')
I also wish that this blog will get more audience! So i can share nonsense with others who indulge in nonsense like me.
(sincerely hope my bad drawings wont be anymore of an eyesore tbh)
Lastly before I leave,i want to thank my best friend (lets just call him RT) for sticking with me thru 2015's harshest moments,and our friendship is drawing into it's 7th year soon.
YOU DA REAL MVP
That's it for now!
Once again,wishing you all a Happy New Year and blessings to all!
~Karamel
I was seemingly bored AS USUAL,so I decided to draw Aisaka Taiga (逢坂 大河) from ToraDora!
I hope i didn't do that badly, so pls no hate :x
For those who dont know/haven't watched ToraDora, its this romance/comedy anime that plays with your feelings multiple times within a couple of episodes.
So if you like romance,you like comedy,but at the same time you also want to cry buckets,go watch Toradora!!!
That's for now. Until next time xD
^Picture Credits to the OP/original artist
Im back! Today is 28th of December,2015. Im really late on the Christmas post cuz i went out with my friends.. Yeap i do go out AT TIMES.
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Really belated Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to all of you! Looking forward to the New Year now. I do sincerely wish all of you had your Christmas dreams fulfilled, like sitting under the mistletoe with your boyfriend/girlfriend (laughs)
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I wont really share much of what i did on Christmas Eve and on Christmas day itself, but I do want to share Nyanners's new Song cover of 'Holy Night'.
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Nyanners is a youtuber,who mostly does voiceovers and anime song covers. And she recently did an english version of the song 'Holy Night' in Toradora,the anime.
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Here's the link! Hope you guys enjoyed listening to it as much as i do. I really love her voice,its so touching and it just brings out the vibe of this season.
Until then people! Happy Holidays!
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Hello my dear readers. It's been awhile.
I realized all my life I've been dedicated to playing this game,as you guys know, called league of legends. LoL in short.
I've started playing since beta, where the champs look pretty bad.
Don't ask me why I chose to play a game that looks bad,cuz back then the only other good games to get hooked on are runescape, Sudden Attack,and good ol' Restaurant City.
Today, I'm not going to harp on me losing games, having really bad teammates or just me underperforming as a whole. Im going to share with you how much things have changed ever since beta (2011 or something i cant remember) till now.
1. Game Visual as a whole
LoL underwent many in game visual changes,from champion skin textures to map re-renders,things certainly look brand new. Looking at how the Summoner's Rift currently is, it sure is a whole lot fresher compared to the old one.
I personally prefer the old summoner's rift cuz I've been playing on that map for like 3 years+ so yknow.
Oh yes,the victory screens as well. Even teemo's grandfather has a new look overhaul now.
(PS;yknow = you know,im just lazy x.x)
2. Gaming Community
LoL changed more so after the rise of new pro players such as Lustboy. Many LoL players worship these players like gods,and therefore also aspired to become one of them.
LoL do have bad changes overall albeit the rise of these pro players. As such is a toxic community. I've been there. I was really toxic because I felt like i was some sort of a god for watching TSM Dyrus (ily tsirdiesalot) stream. I would always call my teammates 'noobs' and 'trash' because I felt like im the best.
(which is totally not true,i was Bronze III back then ;~;)
I feel its ok to love a pro player and wanting to become them,but the truth is we're not them,and making it seem like we are by bringing down others definitely wont help.
3. Competitiveness
This brings me to my next point. More and more pro-players are on the rise as the years go by. Everyone wants to be someone. But someone wants to be anyone. Basically everyone wants to become the Doublelift of their bracket. The game becomes less fun and more competitive,everyone forgot that this is all a game. Including me,i do forget that its a game as well. There were times where i would get worked up over a camp at top(yes im playing top now) or when i dont get the desired outcome of the game i expected. Back then when people camp top on me,either outcome (me getting out alive,or not at all) would result in only one common thing: fun and laughter. I would type stuff in all chat such as "man you must really love top" and everyone would just have a good laugh.
Ending a game back then, whether it was a victory or defeat,would bring us friendship. We would add everyone back then and compliment them on how good they are despite some big misplays or mistakes. Now its different. Win or lose,the BM (bad mouthing) comes into play. I dont bm my opponents now however,im struggling more trying to maintain my temper against my own teammates (they are the ones who usually talk crap to me cuz i muted all chat lmao)
Thats about it for now. Idk how long I'll be playing this game. Maybe till my friends stop. Highly likely they will, but its fine. I believe all good things will come to an end some day.
GG~!
Ok the only reason i put this pic up here is cuz all the other players in my team are all plats and diamonds. (2 plats and 2 diamonds iinm)
So im the only gold. Those who didnt know, a couple years ago i was a bronzie cuz i was really toxic and im just really bad at everything(still kinda toxic now but not cancerous). So i climbed my way up to gold in a couple years time,meaning to say i've improved,right? So thats a good thing.
Here's what: THESE people made me feel like,im the complete garbage of the universe. Everytime i try to remind myself : 'i came up from bronze,im not as bad as everyone else thinks i am' and these people will be there to say stuff to pull me down. For example , quote unquote "Im diamond and you're just garbage".
Normally i have all chat turned off so my opponents wont talk shit to me. But recently i realized my own teammates are more of a threat than my opponents.
I know i can mute them. But its just that i like to see what they type so i can 'talk back' to them. I didnt for this game. I was devastated. I know its a game.
I get that its a game
But its not the whole 'winning and losing' aspects of it making me feel so trashy. Its the whole 'im better than you because im higher ranked' thing. Its as good as saying 'i earn more money than you because im a CEO and you're just a dishwasher'.
So i didnt perform. I did try. Like i said i would normally talk back but i didnt this time. I was thinking to myself: "what kind of players are these? How can they get so high up with such attitude?".
I did mention earlier that i was really toxic back in bronze and these players made me feel really sentimental cuz its just like seeing 4 other versions of me in the past running around Summoner's Rift.
Im not blogging about this to soil their name,neither am i doing this to make me seem like a victim. Im doing this cuz it makes me feel better about things. Its just a me kinda thing. (cuz none of my friends likes listening to my complaining and stuff,naturally)
I know i did diss some players in the past,back in silver. I would say stuff like "im silver,shut up."
What a dick. Maybe this is karma,idk? But ive seen this kinda thing most of the time when playing league. I dont know about playing this game now,its just too much for me.
Until next time.
Tojo Nozomi - LoveLive!School Idol Festival
Im back with another blog entry. Only cuz i suddenly have interest in anime figurines/nendoroid photography.
Today I'm debuting with my favourite character: Nozomi!!!
Its fun because i really love Nozomi a lot, and playing with cellophane paper and torchlight to create effects- TIRING BUT FUN LOL.
The hardest part about this whole figurine photography is managing with the lighting. I used 2 torch lights: 1 mini torch light and another from my phone. I have to hold 2 in 1 hand together with the blue cellophane paper to create the purple orbs,while using another hand to hold the camera and snap the picture.
Also since im holding the camera with 1 hand,trying to stabilize is really hard without a tripod. Took me lots of shots to get it right.. But its worth it i suppose.
I did minor editing on photoshop as well. I won't say its perfect but im new to this so i forgive myself :v
That's about it. Until then (:
Ok so this is so serious i need to blog about it. We all know every gaming community has the 'dark side' or the 'bad people' group in there. Bad people are everywhere. They may not seem like bad players (and i wont say they are bad players just because of their headstrong and stubborn attitude) but here im calling out to this group of players.
Specifically the players from the great Republic of China. Yes you. YOU. And this is a phenomenon I've seen alot on League of Legends.
For some reason,most of the China players on our dear o'Garena server are really rude,toxic,and they rage about all the time over trivial matters. I wont cause a diversion here by separating these Chinese players from the ones in SG/MY,cuz i used to be like that as well.
HOWEVER
Us players on our own servers on the the other hand,we dont rage as much. We dont insult someone else's families. We dont fabricate lies when we were the ones who started the rage and toxic in-game.
Prime example here. Look at my Nami game. Take a closer look at the match results. Realize how Gragas has lesser gold than the Jungler (Dr.Mundo)?
THATS RIGHT,HE'S AFK IN BASE.
Ok well here's what happened. He chided me for not warding during the fight for him to teleport. I explained that there was a ward in the bush (i assume he didnt see it there) and he went all caps on me.
Grag: "YOU DIDNT WARD I DONT SEE WARDS"
Me: There's a ward here *pings*
Grag: FK YOU YOU JUST PUT THAT THERE
*pings multiple times*
I somehow tried to prove to him that the ward has been there for quite awhile,as the ward timer was already half when the fight finished. However he still insists that i did not ward for him to teleport down.
Ok,so i said my usual line:
"If you want to continue being so toxic,i'll mute you"
Of cuz he decided to continue and i muted him within 3 seconds after giving him a warning.
That's when he decided to AFK.
We surrendered the game.
I told my opponents to report gragas for being toxic/afk.
Guess what? His friend (Dr.Mundo) decided to TELL THE BIGGEST LIE ON EARTH,
saying i lied.
(Refer to the pic)
Im truly upset. The gragas isint a bad player,he's challenger. But afk-ing and have your friend tell lies to cover your ass is seriously pathetic.
I mean its proof that he's AFK when the jungler has more gold than the top laner. Its hard proof.
My point of this post: I hope to start a petition to ban china players from playing on our server,just like how the Vietnamese players where in here 3 years ago. Even if the petition doesnt go pass,i hope to bring more readers/audience here to join my cause,because im 101% sure this doesnt happen to only me.
However i will only start the petition after i have gathered more evidence to condemn their unruly behavior.
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Im back and not with a great start cuz first off this is my first ever blog rant in 2015. I dont normally blog ,i only do it when i really have alot to get off my chest. So without further ado, let me go on and rant about 3 pages worth of content - playing supports in ranked.
So I lost like, 3 out of 5 games in my provisionals. Not very normal for me cuz I normally would be the average support if not better. Ok so i was playing Alistar, and my adc was vayne. Vayne's ok except that she talks more than anything else,with occasional criticism like 'why didnt you get that' or 'why isint the dragon warded'. I kinda just ignored her cuz i dont feel the need to explain to her that it was risky to do smth in lane recklessly. Also, my dear vayne, in case you didnt realize..
WARDS EXPIRE.
I CANNOT TELEPORT THERE ASAP TO PLACE ANOTHER ONCE IT EXPIRES.
So if you happen to chance upon this blog i hope you see this. It really is a very simple game logic. Ok so the problem here isint vayne. Its this pantheon we got. I will shamelessly put his name up here: ATD.ECLIPSE
Why am I condemning this guy? Well, cuz other than just your normal 'insulting' for no reason, he has a very 'legit' excuse to back his actions up. 'This isint my account'.
Ok, i get that it isint your account but doesnt it make alot of sense if it reflects YOU as a person?
YES. YOU. THE VERY PLAYER BEHIND THAT COMPUTER SCREEN.
You ruin someone's mood in a RANKED GAME, but i didnt give a shit,i just didnt want to. I muted the idiot, we played on as usual. Then SUDDENLY, everything that happened in that game becomes my fault, vayne suddenly had the ATD.Eclipse virus. Its so bad its worst than STD but lets just say vayne suddenly had ATD (geddit, ATD.Eclipse virus). The guy was suddenly very toxic. I didnt managed to save him in team fights cuz i was feared by fiddlesticks. Then i looked at the chat and realized my name's in FULL CAPS.
What am i supposed to do? Im a support, not a miracle worker. I cannot save you if there was a fear symbol on my head and my skill keys were colored GREY. I wont go into other instances where it clearly was a situation where i couldnt help and was blamed by this 1 guy multiple times. It didnt affect me at first tbh but it gets irritating. I was also blamed for STD.Eclipse's mistakes, like facechecking a bush and not initiating with his all beautiful PANTHEON grand skyfall, which happens to be always up. Yea sure supports. They are there to shield you from shit from happening,but they also have to shield your daily insults and blame-game.
Im really tired of these people,so much till i just wanna sleep now and stop blogging so,bye.
Oh and here are the stats:
TLDR: SUPPORTING SUCKS,DONT PLAY UNLESS YOU WANT A DAILY DOSE OF STD.